Happy New Year^^

HAHA~~
Happy New Year To You All^^

Dunno Why..
今年好像对2010还蛮期待..
很高兴向2009年 say GOODBYE =D

2010年...加油!!GAMBATE^^

我在人潮中遇见了你..
但是你却看不见我..呵呵^,^

Merry Christmas^^

Nothing To Say..
Nothing To Write..
And Nothing To Do..

A Very Casual Life..
A Very Simple Life..
And Is A Regular Living..

Just Work And Work..
Without A Goal..
There Is No Ideal To Move Forward..

Becuase Of Work..
Less Time To Spend With My Families
Less Time With Friends Having Fun..

Because Of Work..
Time Seemed To Just Fly Soon..

Soon,The New Year Has Arrived..
Soon,I Will Be 16 Years Old..
Everything Has To Be Re-Started..

Last..
I Wish You All A Merry Christmas^^

Happy Halloween^^ (31/10)

That day I went to Genting Highlands~
With my family..
And saw this place
Halloween Party@.@
I saw ghost!!
My vry young cousin is vry vry afraid of shost..
Actually not real ghost..juz act by human==
The ghost still say HI to us~

Really tired..
That day we went to Nan Qiang primary skul duty..
The most relaxing duty~
Though boring,but not bad also..
Had fun^^

After that,Ms Yap gave us RM150~~
Ask us go makan==
Then we when to pizza hut~
And makan sambil berbual-bual..xD
Untill 5 something then i go back home
I think i was the first who had to go home..
Coz nite still nid to go genting~

A tired + fun + boring day = Zap Ba Lang Day
HAHA!!

PMR @.@

PMR is coming!!
Oh My God..Last more 5 days to prepare it..
Why i still at here writing my blog?
That is becoz of i wan to ease my stress..hehe^^

This few weeks really feel stress..
not enuf sleep also..
make me very geram and headache everyday-,-

Hmm..thinking of how can i get full A in my PMR..
very greedy right?haha..
actually i dun hav this ability to get full A in my PMR..

Although i completed my revision ady..
but i really unsure that i can obtained excellent result in PMR..
Haih..really stress now la..

STUDY MAKE PERFECT
BUT
WE MUST STUDY SMART INSTEAD OF STUDY HARD

WISH ALL MY FORM 3 FRIENDS AND ALL FORM 3 STUDENT GOOD LUCK IN PMR~~
GAMBATE ALL!!

- 5 / 9 SATURDAY -

That Day Can Be Said To There Is Joy And Also Sadness..

We Have Been Paint Our's Cadet Room That Day..
Don't Think The Cadet Room Just A Small Room..
A Lot Of Things Can Contained Within It..

That Day Was A Tired Day..
Becuase Only Two Of Us Gals Is Responsible For Wiping Everything All At
Then Some Guys Are Painting..

The Special Thing Is~
When We Are Cleaning Up When Things..
Found To Have A Lot Of Cockroaches
Then Someone Keep Using The Insecticide To Clear Up These Cockroaches
It Was Very Funny..
In Addition~
There Are A Lot Of Very Fun Things Happen

And The Unhappy Thing Is~
Keep Get Scold From Someone~
May Be That Time Is Really Annoying
In Fact, I Am Not Feel Unhappy Because Of This..
Most Important Thing Is~
Why A Person's Behavior Can Change As Fast As ??
Just Because Of Something ?? Or ??
I Really Wish To Know..
What I Done Wrong ??
Feel Very Disappointed..

After That~
We Went To Hospital Kuala Lumpur To Visit Wei Quan..
His Mother Told Us That He Said Today's Conditions Have Improved
And When We Talk To Him..
He Has Opened Eyes..
Actually I Also Dunno He Can Recognize Me Or Not..
Anyway..
I Hope Next Time He Can Talk When I Go Visit Him Again..
And Wish Him A Speedy Recovery

- 农历7月16日 -

今天的月亮特别圆特别大..
望着它..
会感觉到一股喜悦冲你而来..
对着月亮傻笑..
突然觉得..朋友真好!!

因为~~
望着月亮时..
脑子里都是想着朋友..
然后不自不觉地笑起来~
哈哈=D

突然的感触

突然间有种感觉..
感觉上我的朋友正慢慢地远离我/忽略我..
真正的朋友变得寥寥无几..

我也曾想过
这一切可能都是我的待人态度
要出之于诚,以心交心
别人才会真心对待..

我一直都在感叹
知心朋友难寻其人
是否应该先自我检讨??

我一直都控制不了当我心情不好时对说话朋友的语气~
很多东西都没经大脑无缘无故讲了出来..
又有谁知我心??

突然觉得朋友真的很重要..
没有朋友比没有情人来得痛苦
友情比爱情更重要~~

羡慕同时拥有真正的友情及爱情的人 >.<"

我决定!!

我下定决心!!
改变自我~痛改前非~
告别从前的我!!
从新开始!!

请为我加油呗!!

给 朋友 的话..

在每个人的人生里..
一定有自己觉得最重要的人物~
包括家人,知己,朋友,男女朋友等..
有些人可能会觉得家人是最重要的..
也有些人觉得男/女朋友才是最重要的..

讲到感情这古灵精怪的东西..
对我来说亲情和友情霸占得比较多..
至于爱情..顺其自然就好..
该来的总会来..
命中注定是你的,就是你的了..
再逞强也挽回不了什么
感觉对了..就不会有分离的一天..

朋友~
有好有坏,有善有恶
人际关系好并不代表是件好事~
悲观的人
可能会想到..朋友交得多..
会引人嫉妒吧~~
乐观也并不代表天真..
乐观的人也会对某些是有坏的想法..
只是在另一方面
会很努力,很积极的王好的方面想~
当然~乐观总比被管好得多~

是非~
每个人都生活在这许多是是非非的环境里..
朋友对你笑里藏刀,口蜜腹剑~
这里对好,转个头~~
360度转转转..到处说是非~
这是难免的是
不要因为这些而搞到自己心情不好什么之类的~
做人总要对自己有信心吧.
这些小事情..常常都会发生~
在仔细想想你不也是这样的人吗??
只有一小部分的人士善良的..
就算知道你的缺点也不会到处宣扬..
顶多只是找个人吐吐气,发泄发泄~
又有何不对呢??

其实啊~
不要太介意别人所说的一切..
相信自己是对的..
但有时候也必须接受别人对你的意见..
从中而修改..让自己变得更好~
更令人崇拜,喜爱吉佩服~

做人总是要三思而行吧..
不要因为一时的想法而后悔自己当初做了那决定..
然后对被伤害的人说声道歉就算了..
真正的感情..
不是一句 "对不起" 就可以弥补得了~
"对不起" 只是字眼上的意思~
改变不了一切~
一千句也没用~~

压力~~
何必因为压力而感到忧郁呢??
考试固然重要~
但也别看得太重~
真正的知识不是从考卷看出来的
随便考考就好..xD
( 开玩笑ING )

自立~
每个人应该要懂得自己照顾自己..
不要老是让父母替你担心~
学会独立,自立
对自己有很大的帮助~
不要就连上一个厕所都要人陪..
出外靠朋友..没错!!
但是也别只会依靠人家~

五大不喜欢：
不守承诺
烦
高调
加盐加醋
颠倒是非

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" 秋乐 "

- 25/6 (Saturday) -

The "秋乐" concert 圆满结束!!
Although i am not a performer..
Juz a staff arena..
But i felt happy tat day..
A group of crazy people playing at the backstage..
A lot of fun on tat day..
We keep joking..
Then keep laughing..
And keep taking photo also..




Hmm..tat day~
we reach skul be4 8am..
then we helped the performers moving things to the bus..
like books, music stand, mineral water and many more la..
the performers's bus got air-cond, but staffs's bus no..
vry unfair-,-

after we reach "天后宫"
we start our job also..
moving things, decorate the background and raptai also..
abt 3pm..the performers starting to bath..
but we stuff continue working..non-stop..
no air-con + a hot day + keep moving things..
5pm our turn to bath..
after tat..we wear our uniform..
some ppl wear "唐装" and some ppl wear black formal shirt..
the performers start make-up also..
after make-up really beautiful..

8pm the concert start..
untill 10pm end..
after the encore song..
i hav to dedicate a bouquet of roses to " 梁老师 "
the roses vry vry vry vry beautiful..
after tat..
we all take "大合照" then clean up the all things and go back skul..


YEAH!! ^^v

- 总觉得 -

最近不知怎么了..
常常想了些有的没有的..
睡觉前在想~
吃饭时在想~
做功课时也无法专注~
洗澡的当儿也在想~
玩着电脑时也不由自主地想起来了~

what i thinking about?
thinking about friendship?
thinking about love?
( impossible la)
thinking about family??
actually i am thinking about of my personality..

我在想~~
为什么我会如此的.....
朋友不在乎我..
我的性格??
连我自己也讨厌..
最近总是感到很烦躁..
动不动脾气就来了..
找人出气..
被我出气的人..抱歉!!
我会尽量控制我的情绪..

wow !! cool man..

Yesterday juz back from lead camp..

Knw wat is lead camp??
Knw wat is purpose of camp??
提供学习机会让学生领袖提高本身的素质
灌输领袖营具备的素质
加强学生领袖策划活动能力等

1st day (12/6) friday
Bcoz of something..I'm late~
After change the lead shirt..
We started the 1st game
化 'sienz' 为 '谊'
And the 2nd game is "浓情蜜意 传传传"
They giv us a sports newspaper
And ask us use the word inside the newspaper to write a love letter.
We get the newspaper juz got few words about love.
But no bad la..we get the 4nd place
Bcoz of the pic..hahahaha

After tat~
Got a lecture "沟通"

We use language, physical, fonts, expressions to communicate

Tis lecture not bad aso =D
Coz the lecturer got prepared games and gifts to us..
And i get the gifts..haha~cool man!

The nxt program is 手舞足蹈..
We nid to learn sing song of the camp and the dance of the camp.
蜗牛 & 撑腰
Then the nxr game is station game
赌场风云 The Casino
Not bad aso la..
After finish the station game..
the camp leader juz giv us 30min to eat & bath~
so lame..hahaha

11.30pm like tat..got a 熄灯计划
nite game la..haha
Most looking forward tis game.
but in the end will feel bored..dunno y.
In juz the beginning~
more nice..coz our 1st destination is JUDO room..
wow..cool man!haha
Nvr go judo room be4 when plying nite game..
got the feeling of terror..
coz got a dog keep bark..
We all no dare to look JUDO room..

2nd day (13/6) Saturday
8.30am got a lecture aso
Is about "领导"
Wat is 领导??
As is the work of leader..
A leader must knw how to 领而导之..
This lecture not bad aso la..hehe

After tat..drama is coming..
haha..our drama is about 海底世界..cool man!
But the champion of the drama is 御景门

Wow..really pro.haha
After tat..天下无不散之宴席
Closing, the award, making great photos
And our group members got exchange hp num & MSN.
After tat all..we all带着依依不舍的心情回家去..

在领袖营里谁给我们信心??
景阳!!
什么??!!景阳!!
什么??!!景阳!!
有了景阳..一定胜利!!

Although our group "景阳城" not the strongest group.
but i still think we r the best..
从不认识到认识
从陌生人到朋友
从不熟悉到熟悉
I will remember u all..YEAH^^v

珍惜!!

The last month are very few to use computer.
Bcoz of trial exam.
after finished trial exam,no time to use computer also~
Bcoz of my grandma passed away..
Feel vry vry vry sad.

Although I and my grandma affection are not very good.
but feel sad also.

The day before she left
that is the first time I have to stay in the hospital to take care of her

I can see her hard.
and felt her pain also..
my mum is vry afraid of it~
whole day no sleep..
I hav tried to call my mum go sleep..
Let me to take care of grandma..
But she dun wan,and asked me go sleep~

6am i waked up.
my mum still standing beside the sickbed..
she asked me to helped her take care of grandma a while.
then she go sit at the chair and 闭目养神 a while

Grandma vry painful..
the left hand keep moving.
and keep say pain..
and keep use the left hand to pull out the tracheal tat delivery the oxygen
I hav to hold her hand and do not let her hand move.
scare her to pul out the tracheal.

8am the nurses come in for check-up.
then I and my mum go down 7-11 to buy bread for breakfast~
after that we come back..
then see the nurses help grandma get a lot of things.
My mum afraid till tremble and cry.
i asked her why.
she said saw grandma suddenly 翻白眼..
i saw her then i cry aso==

untill 10am..the ambulance take grandma to my uncle's house.
then after 30min grandma passed away..
30/5 (sat) 10.30 morning my grandma death
that time juz my 大舅,大舅母,小舅
my mum,二胰 and 小姨
and my 大舅的儿女 and me 送到 grandma
all cry and cry..keep cry~no stop~
vry vry sad~

Although we have been psychologically prepared to knw tat grandma will leave
But still feel that this matter has come very suddenly
匆匆来,匆匆去~~~

after 30min like tat..my uncle began preparing for my grandma's 生后事
and I and my mum waiting my dad come to fetch us back home
to bath and clean up the luggage
then go back bidor,perak..
tat day nite the 斋姑念经..

and 2nd day nite..
斋姑来打斋~
我们手持一支香,站站跪跪..
在烧那些祭品给我外婆的时候..
突然间一道光飞上天..
不是我心理作用..拍照也有拍到那到光~
意味着我外婆上天堂了..

3rd day..
my grandma 出山~
all cry again..
送我外婆去火葬..
4th day.mean 2day~

go 拾 my grandma 的骨灰..
then 4.30pm come back from bidor,perak~

i know tat my grandma is a good person
a vry vry good person.
nvr scold ppl..
走的时候,脸还是很慈祥的..

岁月不留人..
生老病死是每个人必经的路..
珍惜眼前所拥有的一切..
等到某一天的时候..
不要后悔莫及~

- 2 / 5 烧烤派队 BBQ^^v -

先来个序幕照..xD
天还没暗就抵达某师兄家楼下的一块空地~.~
也就是我们BBQ的地方..
此活动的目的应该是为了庆祝男队在某操步比赛获得不错的成绩~
还是只是个很特别的聚会??
管它的==
有得 玩 , 吃 , 说 , 笑 就是我的最爱



正在享用着热腾腾的"烧鸡翼"时..
来了个女队合照..
这证明我们贪吃又自恋..哈哈~



再来再来..
就是个看似可口又美味的蛋糕来了..
而吃入口中的味道就不知如何了
还没有机会碰蛋糕就被人家攻击了
所谓的攻击是指某人拿了块蛋糕吃后~
蛋糕的残渣就会留在某人的手上
过后某人就会用他那留有蛋糕残渣的手来碰某人的脸..
过后就追追打打..
其实这种感觉还不错~
仿佛回到小时候玩"追追"
天真无知即可爱..xD



欢乐时光过得特别快 , 又是时候说BYEBYE
在结束此聚会时..
来了个全体大合照..
一张值得留恋的照片..

希望下次还会有类似这样的聚会..
再邀请学警团的大大小小~
师兄师姐师弟师妹..xD
虽然这次有点不幸~
被烫到了脸~还留下了个疤痕==
不过还是很开心!!

别让生活挤走快乐..

人生的道路千万条..
你只有量力而行
才不至于总因目标得不到实现而痛苦不堪~
我们要正确地估量自己
一般不要去做自己力不从心的事情
“盈则满,花至半开,酒至微醉,是为最佳”
做自己无法胜任的事情 无疑是自找苦吃~

人..
只有量力而行,该放就放,当止则止..
才能在轻松快乐的节奏中
收获真正应该属于自己的那份成功~
把一些无谓的痛苦扔掉 !!
快乐就有了更多更大的空间 =)

快乐是需要理由的
不快乐也是需要理由的
什么都有好的一面和不好的一面..
每个人都有自己快乐的理由
也有自己不快乐的理由~
关键是 , 你是否主动去寻找那些快乐的理由~
上帝不可能把什么都给你..
紧紧抓住不快乐的理由
无视快乐的理由
就是你总是觉得难受的原因了~

不管昨天发生了什么
不管昨天的自己有多难堪..
有多无奈..有多苦涩..
都过去了~不会再来~也无法更改~
就让昨天把所有的苦,所有的累,所有的痛远远地带走吧~
而今天..
我要收拾心情..重新上路！

让感动的融融暖意~
永远留在心中..
即使有一天你不得不背负巨大的苦难
也不会放弃对生活的热爱

无言..

Haiz again..
Feel sien~
Actually i got a lot of things to do
But always feel sienzz..
Also dunno why..

Keep think, keep say,keep write,keep smile..
And keep my promise to someone also..

30/5 band competition in the Dataran Merdeka..
Who want to go and support??
I think it will be a good performance~
Whatever lah..
Gambate,Gambate wuuu~~~
haha

Not a good thing happened>.<"
I know that you are members of the preparatory committee~
也不用酱对我的咯..
Just no representative of police cadet to attend the lead camp only..
给我玩开心一点也不可以咩

It is dogged that does it
有志者事竞成

要相信自己是可以的
To Believe That Is Impossible~~
Impossible mean I'm possible!!

- 22 / 4 - A Normal Day~~

It seems many people birthday in April==
Today is my brother's girl friend birthday..
Then Yesterday is my best friend CPJ birthday..
And another friend birthday on 26/4
27/4 also got friend brithday

My mother is also a birthday in April~.~

All in all, April is the birthday of a lot of people~~
Attention : 14/4 is Chow Wen Fei birthday

Haih~~~
Suddenly I was very disappointed to my friends
Why they always like that one??

Can they once let me feel that they are great??

Although my own is not very good also..

But i really disappointed.. What can i do now??
顺其自然吧~

Lead Camp??
12/13 of June~2 days 1 night..
Why no one is willing to participate in??
Becuase of need to pay fee??
And the "Larian Bomba" 7km..
It is a good activity for u all~
That who can go,then must to be present in..
Do not make me disappointed again please~~

I hope that I hope will not become disappointed also!!

The History Of Shoes..

很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路..
有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，
因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，
刺得他的脚又痛又麻。
回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，
要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。
他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，
让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦..

但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，
也筹措不到足够的皮革，
而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。
虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，
但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。

一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言:
「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？
您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢?」
国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，
于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。
据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来~

小哲理：
想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，则较为容易。
与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己--「将自己的双脚包起来」。
改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己!!

不要时常埋怨,不要时常感到不满,不要时常有很多怨恨,不要时常问为什么挨骂的又是我呢??不要问上天 / 社会 /家庭 / 老板给于我们什么东西,问一问自己到底给于/付出于什么东西给于他们呢??不要尝试叫环境适应你而是我们要学会适应环境^^我们要学会改变的就是自己,一 起迎合美好的一切!!

心若改变，态度就会改变；
态度改变，习惯就改变；
习惯改变，人生就会改变。
If the change in heart, attitude would be changed;
attitude change, habits change;
habits change, life would be changed.

" 重 色 轻 友 "

Suddenly felt ~
When your friends have their own when the other half ..
Slowly you will be ignored
At this time you ..
Will begin to know what it's like to "重色轻友"

At this time you also will start to feel a bit lonely~

Friends will take time to play the girlfriend / boyfriend who
Occasionally ..
When something needs help, he/she just will think of you
Otherwise ~
Time will not want to put your body..

But i think his is not a bad thing also ..
Although sometimes very angry ~
But ..
After all, he / she will be a problem when you think of the good friends!
A friend is hard to share bliss with when ^^

So ..
I will learn to appreciate~
I will support behind you ~
I will give you blessings ~

Bless you come true ..
Long live the blessing of our friendship again!!