珍惜!!

The last month are very few to use computer.
Bcoz of trial exam.
after finished trial exam,no time to use computer also~
Bcoz of my grandma passed away..
Feel vry vry vry sad.

Although I and my grandma affection are not very good.
but feel sad also.

The day before she left
that is the first time I have to stay in the hospital to take care of her

I can see her hard.
and felt her pain also..
my mum is vry afraid of it~
whole day no sleep..
I hav tried to call my mum go sleep..
Let me to take care of grandma..
But she dun wan,and asked me go sleep~

6am i waked up.
my mum still standing beside the sickbed..
she asked me to helped her take care of grandma a while.
then she go sit at the chair and 闭目养神 a while

Grandma vry painful..
the left hand keep moving.
and keep say pain..
and keep use the left hand to pull out the tracheal tat delivery the oxygen
I hav to hold her hand and do not let her hand move.
scare her to pul out the tracheal.

8am the nurses come in for check-up.
then I and my mum go down 7-11 to buy bread for breakfast~
after that we come back..
then see the nurses help grandma get a lot of things.
My mum afraid till tremble and cry.
i asked her why.
she said saw grandma suddenly 翻白眼..
i saw her then i cry aso==

untill 10am..the ambulance take grandma to my uncle's house.
then after 30min grandma passed away..
30/5 (sat) 10.30 morning my grandma death
that time juz my 大舅,大舅母,小舅
my mum,二胰 and 小姨
and my 大舅的儿女 and me 送到 grandma
all cry and cry..keep cry~no stop~
vry vry sad~

Although we have been psychologically prepared to knw tat grandma will leave
But still feel that this matter has come very suddenly
匆匆来,匆匆去~~~

after 30min like tat..my uncle began preparing for my grandma's 生后事
and I and my mum waiting my dad come to fetch us back home
to bath and clean up the luggage
then go back bidor,perak..
tat day nite the 斋姑念经..

and 2nd day nite..
斋姑来打斋~
我们手持一支香,站站跪跪..
在烧那些祭品给我外婆的时候..
突然间一道光飞上天..
不是我心理作用..拍照也有拍到那到光~
意味着我外婆上天堂了..

3rd day..
my grandma 出山~
all cry again..
送我外婆去火葬..
4th day.mean 2day~

go 拾 my grandma 的骨灰..
then 4.30pm come back from bidor,perak~

i know tat my grandma is a good person
a vry vry good person.
nvr scold ppl..
走的时候,脸还是很慈祥的..

岁月不留人..
生老病死是每个人必经的路..
珍惜眼前所拥有的一切..
等到某一天的时候..
不要后悔莫及~